20 Things I Learned From My Man.

1. Not all relationships are the same.

2. Love quotes from facebook, twitter, and instagram can all go to waste.

3. Just because you haven't change your relationship status in facebook doesn't mean his not serious.

4. Past is past. Instead of living in the past, leave it in the past.

5. People change, they grow.

6. Stop creating your own monster.

7. Stop being afraid of the unknown.

8. Relationships are not the same as in the movies. Stop comparing your relationship from your favorite movies. Reality is different from fiction.

9. Never compare!

10. Trust!

11. Stop over-thinking

12. Be yourself

13. Love yourself

14. If there is a problem fix it between yourselves never involve other people.

15. Don't ask for advice from other people instead pray. It works.

16. Not all men are comfortable with PDA but it doesn't mean his not proud to be with you.

17. Just because he doesn't say "I love you" doesn't mean he loves you anyless.

18. Stop creating drama..relax..chill..

19. Me time is necessary.

20. He loves you. He does! He chose you so you have to relax and be the same girl he used to know. Not all men are the same. You're lucky you have a good man. So do yourself a favor relax, chill, be happy and content. Give your man a break his doing his best to love you.

I am a lucky girl to have a good man. I love him unconditionally always in all ways.

Bring it on bitch!!!

There are things in life that you don't really expect. Sometimes it's good, well sometimes it's bad. You just have to know how to deal with it. Just when you received a good news bad news is here running after you. Life has a funny thing to help you grow. Life's a bitch and you have to be tough to say bring it on!!!

Don't let the 10% beat you up.

Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it.
- Charles R. Swindoll

Life throws us shit most of the time and sometimes it throws you a whole truck of it. When it comes you get overwhelmed and bigger shit happens. Life is not easy. Sometimes I don't feel like facing it, sometimes I want to pause and just not think of anything at all. Then I will always have a realization that I have a big God who gave me a purpose and all this troubles are nothing. I learned to lift every thing to Him. I just let go of all my anxiety and let God take care of it for me. I learn to trust God more and have more faith in Him. I am working my ass off in this world. I am sure His working double time up there to help all of us get through each day.

Kaya nga minsan wala na kong ibang masasabi pa kung di SALAMAT!

Let's make the world a better place...that's too ambitious to ask right now :)

The more I see of the world, the more am I dissatisfied with it; and every day confirms my belief of the inconsistency of all human characters, and of the little dependence that can be placed on the appearance of merit or sense.
- Jane Austen

It's been awhile.............

Yeah I know. I promised to update my blog every week but I happen to break that promise. Well I guess that's what promises are for. haha. Just kidding and I'm sorry for not being around. It has been a tough months for me and it's just hard for me to update every now and then with a lot of things going on.

Fighting for future is really tough especially when you don't know where to start. I know where I'm going just that it's hard to start over again. Well I haven't started anything yet. 

Waking up everyday is like an everyday battle that I have to fight for it. There were times that my future is in someone else hands and there were times that I just wanna stop and give up. Then I will realize that the world will not stop just because I feel so hopeless it will continue to revolve around the sun and days will become weeks, weeks will become months, and months will become years and I will still be on this same shit. Giving up is never a good idea and how can I do that when I have a wonderful family backing me up every step of the way. I am very grateful to have such wonderful parents and siblings every night that I cry myself to sleep they have been my strength. I love them so much to infinity and beyond. 

Future is something so hard to deal with especially when you put it on hold for a long time but future is future it's either you make things happen or you let things happen. As for myself I am making it happen. 

2013 Year End Blog ( I Will Make Things Happen )

My year end blog is late I'm sorry. I can't find an inspiration to write it, don't know why.

Anyway I am grateful last year :) I am very blessed I started travelling and I was able to know how it feels to live away from home. I learned to value money and to prioritize my career. I also learned to move on and let go. I learned  that love can wait and I don't have to rush it. I have to be more positive and to surrender and offer everything to God.

2013 was awesome it was great actually. Now that 2014 is here I hope it will turn out to be better. Whatever life throws me this year I am ready. I will get my dream job and I will have my own business this year. I claim it and I own it. Most important handa na kong pumayat 2014. :)

Good Vibes!

ABNKKBSNPLAko....The Movie?

Sino nga bang hindi nakakakilala kay Bob Ong? Lahat yata kilala na sya dahil sa napakagagandang nobelang sinulat nya. Aminado ako isa ako sa mga masugid na taga subaybay ng mga nobela nya. Nabasa ko na itong lahat at dalawa ang paborito ko sa mga aklat nya. Una ay ang Kapitan Sino at pangalawa ang ABNKKBSNPLAko.. 

Kaya nung nanood kami ng My Little Bossings nakita ko sa mga trailer sa sinehan ang bagong movie ngayong taon ang BOB ONG'S ABNKKBSNPLAko The Movie. Excited ako sa movie na to kasi ibabalik tayong lahat ng movie na ito sa 80's at 90's. Ipapakita nito ang evolution ng kabataan at ng mga bagay na nakakaimpluwensya sa atin. Maganda ang aklat na ito nung nabasa ko ito high school pa ko nun. Kaya ngayon na gagawin na iton penikula eh bakit hindi natin bigyan ng pag kakataon. Maraming aral ang librong ito. Hindi lang yun kwela pa. 

Hindi na ko makapag hintay sa throwback movie na ito ngayong 2014. Dahil excited ako eto ang trailer enjoy :)

Dalawang dekada ka lang mag aaral. Kung di mo mapagtyagaan, limang dekada ng kahirapan ang kapalit. Sobrang lugi. Kung alam lang yan ng mga kabataan, sa pananaw ko eh walang gugustuhing umiwas sa eskwela

It's a Merry Merry Christmas

December 25, 2013 birthday of our Lord Jesus Christ and at the same time it is the 3rd death anniversary of our Kuya Ric. During this month all of our family members has their own way of remembering him the only common denominator we have is that it is still painful.

Truly Christmas was never the same without Kuya Ric. However, we cannot spoil this day cause we know when he was around he always wants it to be full of joy and love and it's Jesus Christ's birthday what's not to celebrate. So we decided to make this year a Merry Christmas in our own way.

As I will show you how we celebrated Christmas I will also tell you my grown up Christmas List.

We attended the Christmas mass first then we headed to our grandparents house and ate dinner and decided to took our Christmas photos since we were almost complete. What I mean by we were almost complete was all of my cousins who are in the Philippines are present except for my sister who had her church service during that time.

After eating we asked Nanay and Tatay to have a picture taking with us this is our Christmas pictures.

Of course we will never forget to do the famous look up pose cause Nanay and Tatay are Ryzza Mae's fan.

My First Grown Up Christmas List

I pray that these teenagers will be guided properly to dream and to make it happen. I pray that they will be successful in everything that they will do especially with their future career. I hope that they always know that we are here to support them and to guide them and to help them to be the man and woman that they want to be. I also hope that they understand that sometimes scolding is necessary for them to learn we only do that cause we love you and we want what is best for all of you. It is true that you learn from your mistake but it is wise to learn from someone else's.  I hope that you all grow closer to God.

I took the photos of the boys with Haydee cause they are from the same age group :) 

My Second Grown Up Christmas List

I pray that God will guide us to build our career especially now that we are on our 20's. I know that we are still testing the waters. I pray that we will be able to find our way to success and be more financially independent I know that we will be able to do this with the help of our Lord Jesus Christ. I pray that we were able to find our true love may be you already have yours but for me I will take my time and I will take it slow cause I know he's worth the wait.

Of course the girls has their photos too. We are our Tatay Noling's princesses.

My Third Grown Up Christmas List

I pray that no matter what happen. No matter where life will take us. I pray that we always find our way back to this home where we first felt loved. Family will always be family even if there are misunderstandings I pray that we always find forgiveness in our hearts. 

Then we had our group picture.

Another famous pose from 2013 "bawal ang sad dapat laging happy".

My Fourth Grown Up Christmas List

I pray that God will give us more time, more birthdays, more Christmas and more New Year with them. I am not yet ready to let go of them. Please more Lord God give us more years to spend with them. I pray that they will have good health and carefree days. 

Of course Nanay and Tatay had their moment. We were teasing them saying "kiss..kiss.." and Tatay attempted to kiss Nanay but she was too shy to do it in front of us. But it is so obvious that Nanay and Tatay still has the kilig factor :)

Christmas Eve

My Fifth Grown Up Christmas List

I pray that my sister will be successful in her career. I wish her all the happiness she deserves and I wish to spend more quality time with her and my brother. I know that she is a wonderful young lady and she can make her dreams come true. I pray that God will guide her along the way and to not make it too hard for her. I pray that she will not learn things the hard way and that she learned from my mistake and not do the same mistakes I did. I wish that she is always safe especially every time she goes home late. I wish that she can graduate on time and that she will pass her board exam (take one).

Since she doesn't have photos earlier this part of my blog is dedicated to my sister. She made sure to take a lot of photos that night.

We even decided to make a music video cause we were so happy. I will post that video in this Blog soon.

Ricky Boy, Haydee and Harold stayed over that night in our houses and decided to have a movie marathon. They watched Insidious while I tried to sleep cause I don't like horror films. They did not sleep that night then they went home around 6:00 am.

Christmas Day

My Sixth Grown Up Christmas List

I pray that Kuya Ric is already with God and that he already find the peace he always wanted. I pray that you help us be more strong everyday. I pray you help Calvin to recover and Mommy Else to move on. 

I woke up late that day cause I slept around 5:30 am. I visited Kuya Ric in the cemetery that afternoon and stayed there until 8:00pm 

My Seventh Grown Up Christmas List

I wish that Mommy Else will be able to move on I know it is hard for her but I wish that God will give her strength to go on and be happy again. I hope God will give her peace of mind and good health and please Lord God I pray that you always keep her safe especially when she is on the road. I wish she finds happiness again.

Picture with Mommy Else :)

I am trying to annoy my sister because she's been taking a lot of selfies already. We actually call her selfielord.

" You are forever in our hearts.. We love you to the moon and back.. We miss you"

After our visit to Kuya Ric my mom wanted to go to the Municipal Hall of Cabuyao City to see the Christmas decorations.

This moment was worthy of a picture cause we were like sardines inside my dad's sedan there were 7 of us inside the car and Haydee was the only petite in our group :) You couldn't imagine how pissed my father was cause the car engine always hits the humps. 

Belen

The giant Christmas tree

The Next Day

My Eight Grown Up Christmas List

This one is for my parents for my mom and dad. I pray that they will forever be in love with each other. I pray that no matter what happen even if life is giving them a hard time I pray that they will always have each others back as they always been. I also pray for my parents health Lord God please give them good health and prosperous life. They deserve all the good things that are happening to them thank you Lord for those blessings you gave them and for the trials Lord God please give them enough strength to overcome those. 

We went out the next day and decided to bring nanay with us so my dad can treat all of us on a movie date and lunch out. We watched "My Little Bossings" and we ate in Shakey's after that. This was a fun day cause we get to spend the day together and it is our first time to watch movie together.

My Ninth Grown Up Christmas List

Is for our family in Canada for my cousins and titas and titos. Lord please help them survive in Canada please give them enough strength to face all the challenges and Lord please give them your blessings this 2014 for they all deserve it. They've already worked hard and been through a lot in Canada please this time make it easy for them. I pray that my cousins will be successful with their future. Lord please guide them as they grow up and please help them especially when they are confuse. I also pray for Ati and Tita Ina who is with us in the Philippines I wish them both good health and please give tita Ina more strength as she is the one taking care of nanay and tatay and ati. 

My cousins in Canada made this they edited our Christmas picture and added theirs to ours so it will look like as if we were together..I hope this year this will happen

And My Tenth Grown Up Christmas List

I wish that on December 25, 2014 we will be able to celebrate this  Christmas with each other again complete. I hope that our families from Canada can spend this years Christmas with us. Lord please make it happen.